FZ’s space

Kepulangan supergirl ke Malaysia baru2 ni lama juger..3 bln lamanyer..the main reason nyer data collection katenyer..so, mmg kena ingat n sematkan dlm hati la spjg tmpoh 3 bln tu her phd work should be her priority. Tp, mana lah mampu di tahan2 dek supergirl dgn excitements yg lain2 tu..mcm..jln2 cari pasal kat bazaar ramadhan, preparation raya, gossip2 ngan kengkawan, tolong catering family, ingatan kat SUPERMAN, tolong kawan buat research paper…dll..tp kali ni wlpn supergirl  kat msia lama, tp masa rasa mcm tk cukup je..coz thn ni supergirl beraya di Muar.  Jd tk sempat la nk jumpa kengkawan masa raya kat Ipoh, since seme kengkawan dh naik keje n dh blk ke KL…termasuk la si SUPERMAN tu…2 kali je jumpa..masa supergirl mendarat kat airport, skejap je lak tu..huhu..

Mula2 supergirl ada gak berangan di dlm ati nyer kalau2 dpt dia jumpa SUPERMAN nyer itu utk ke-sekian kalinyer before dia blk Edin 3 Oct tu..rupanya, SUPERMAN kena terbang ke Bangkok and Hatyai 2 Oct tu, ada tugas menanti katenyer…berat btul hati supergirl nk lepaskan superman pergi.. tapi, kan SUPERMAN ada KERJA, bukan SUPERMAN pergi berlibur (bhs indon ke jawa entah)..maka dgn senang hati supergirl melepaskan SUPERMAN nyer pergi…kerana KERJA and TUGAS, supergirl rela..auw!..supergirl sentiasa berdoa agar SUPERMAN dpt menjalankan kerja2nyer dgn smooth nyer..supergirl  terharu sgt wlpn SUPERMAN busy memanjang dgn KERJA, superman tk lupakan supergirl nyer…and supergirl harap, ianya kekal mcm tu smpai bila2..(p/s: supergirl suka gmbr2 SUPERMAN masa KERJA kat HATYAI tu..encem..kalaulah superman ada kat KLIA ngan supergirl masa tu, best je kan?..)

Buat kengkawan yg lain, yg tk sempat jumpa raya baru2 ni, mcm NUSRAH, LIN, FAIZAH, ROSE, DIANA, MUSLINDA.. aku fhm korang busy with other commitment..it’s fine. Insyaallah kita jumpa gak nanti. Apa2 jgn lupa update dgn aku ni..kawen ke, dpt anak ke, nk tunang ke, pindah rumah ke, nk putus tunang ke, nk kawen lain ke..ok??…hehe..love n miss u all dear friends!…

tiga bulan di Msia bagaikan SEMALAM ajer ek..huhu

Again..cerita pasal perasaan lagi..layaaaannnn…

I think I am right when I contend that being in a too long ‘vague’ relationship, precisely for unmarried women-men would lead to bored, less excitement, less-appreciated, less-caring partners..thus, eventhough we called it as ’too long’, but in reality, it is actually ‘not really long last’…the longer you be in a indefinite relationship, the harder your life will be…you bet!

For this post, please exclude the married couple..I’m sure they enjoyed their definite love till death do them apart..like our mak and ayah…even if they gaduh2 pn, gaduh2 sayang, kalau ayah sakit, mak tau ayah sakit coz they are in the same house, and could take care of each other..but what if for pasangan yg bukan suami isteri, yg tk duduk serumah, yg berkasihan tetapi berjauhan, how do they show their love?..how do they tell their partner that they cares? ..ofcourse..you can phone them, you can meet up, you can meet in virtual online chatroom, you can send emails, sms, letters, cards, postcards, bla bla bla…BUT I’m very sure for women, these are not the main things that they ask for…they just hope their men to reciprocate to what thay’ve done to them , that’s all..eventhough men are slow and late to start all these…women can wait..wait and wait…men don’t have to repay more to them…tk payah nk buat lebih2 or hadiah mahal2..just do as they do..it is simple as that…for instance, if they sent u sms, just reply them…rather than you ignore the sms and call them only after being reminded by her again…remind…remind…remind…I think this will remain the main job for women in their life…fuh!..tapi kalau ingatkan skali org berubah tkpe la..kalau ingatkan bnyk kali pn mcm tu jugak…entahla…

anyway, please la friends, men and women..love and cares your partner full heartedly la wei..take things seriously, even it is a simple sms from him/her…try to reply them when u are free…atleast the sender tak risau…bukan senyap seribu bahasa…so for me, if we have been in too long relationship, sooner or later it will troublesome if sebelah pihak je yg cares..it is better to cure this before your partner kecik ati..sebab ubat nk besarkan ati susah nk dpt wo..huhu…

~~~~~hope for a long last definite relationship~~~~~

Alhamdulillah…aaaahhhh…what a relief..dah abis present, dh abis meeting ngan supervisor, dah ready with my stage-2 fieldwork preparation (confident giler)..the samples, the interview guide, the digital recorder, the conceptual framework, the codes, and the most important things of all are MONEY, TIME, ENERGY, MOOD…hohoho…well..yeah..it’s going to be a challenging job Linda!!!…Insyaallah…will strive for it!

Happy?..mmg la happy kan..nk blk Msia jumpa family…(tp dlm otak dok riso kan data collection aku kat Sabah nanti…huhu)…tp sbb dpt jumpa mak ayah adik2 n kawan2, boleh la skit cover rasa riso aku tu..tk sabar nk jumpa ayah n mak..camna la rupa ayah yg baru kuar dr hospital tu ye..blk ni siap ar ayah, nk control dia jgn bg isap rokok dah, tkleh mkn lamb, haish!..rindu kat ce’ah juge…ibu ce’ah kata she’s been naughty..malas buat homework, suka main kat padang je..so blk ni nk kena slow talk n pujuk2 ce’ah suh rajin2 study…(eh anak sape senenarnya ek?..hehe)...awa, atun n rina…yey!..nk guling2 ngan diorng puas2..hehe..nk jln2 mkn2 n jln2 cari pasal ngan diorng..

Puasa n raya kat Msia lagi aku thn ni..alhamdulillah..hehe..suke2..bnyk juge reunion yg bakal kena pi..ITM DBS, UiTM BBA mktg, USM, Legenda, Convent Ipoh..perh!..bnyk giler!..best2..entah dpt join ke tak..

Blk ni nanti, Awa will fetch me up at the KLIA…aku smpai 21hb dlm kul 9mlm..actually mlm tu, sepatutnya ada pelangi with its gorgeous colors akan muncul..tp..mana la ada pelangi kuar mlm2 kan??..so..tk dpt la Fzlinda Fabeil tgk color2 pelangi tu..huhuhuhu sedih…tp..tkpe..hopefully dpt tgk juge di kesempatan lain..insyaallah..

eh..kena pack dh ni..mcm2 nk bawa blk nih..hehe..bak kata sv aku “I know u can’t wait to see your family, Noor”…hehehe..tau takpe..Malaysia!..Tambun!..I’m coming to u!! \(^0^)/

“It seems that you’ve done an excellent job of taking on board all my comments. Well done!”…..alhamdulillah…it’s really an encouraging comment, huh?..I’ve been waiting for quite long to get myself ready for my 2nd-stage fieldwork. The preparation for the plan itself was really a tedious work and I can’t imagine how will I’m going to face the analysis part after this!!! i’m sure this would be very very threatening!!!!…to be more precise, ‘matilah aku‘…but I do believe that everything will be just fine if I put my 100% effort n ‘doa’ into it..insyaallah…ameen..

5th june will be my very very important day before I can proceed to my 3rd year. it’s my 2nd year postgrad presentation!! Well, as usual, when it comes to public presentation, the adrenallin is very high..so most of the days for the next few weeks before the presentation day are going to be very stressful…but I knew I had to be sure that I should make my self ready enough for the presentation, and hoping that I can answer all the questions from the floor comfortably…huhuhu…the Q&A session is the most stressful part..

Can’t wait for the dates after the 5th june..as I’m going to have a very blissful party (for the time being) for all my friends in 17/7 High Riggs!! then, will be leaving for Msia on the 20th June…another 3months for my fieldwork in Kota Belud…pray for me dear all…

The real meaning of love???..

Cinta adalah santapan jiwa..Jiwa tanpa cinta bagai rumah yang kosong..Cinta tanpa menjiwai bagai layang2 putus tali.

Cinta itu seperti sinar matahari..memberi tanpa mengharap kembali..tidak memilih siapa yang ia sinari..dan memberi kehangatan di hati..

Cinta itu cerita dua hati yang tulus..Jika hanya satu hati yang tulus, ia tidak menjadi cinta.

Cinta itu cerita dua hati yang sabar..Jika hanya satu hati yang sabar, ia tidak menjadi cinta.

Cinta itu cerita dua hati yang saling perlu..Jika hanya satu hati yang perlu, ia tidak menjadi cinta.

Cinta itu cerita dua hati yang redha..Jika hanya satu yang redha, maka ia tidak menjadi cinta.

Cinta itu cerita dua hati yang jujur, jika hanya satu hati yang jujur, maka ia tidak menjadi cinta.

Cinta itu cerita dua hati.. insyaAllah kita boleh beroleh bahagia bila kita akur bahawa manusia tidak sunyi dari salah dan silap..cintailah dia kerana dia, jadikan perbincangan sebagai jalan menyelesaikan perbezaan antara kita..

Cinta bukan permainan tapi penghargaan….. cinta bukan keseronokan tapi kewajipan… cinta bukan penipuan tapi kejujuran…

Tuhan berbicara dengan kita dari bahasa cinta. Sesungguhnya dia mentakdirkan sang lelaki dan wanita itu untuk hidup bersama. Pilihlah menjadi pencinta agung.

wow!!!~~~~~~~~~~~ 
Thanks to MK for d beautiful quotes he forwarded

aku rasa aku ada hobby baru ar..ORCHID..hehe..I had my first orchid which I bought a year ago..kat Dobbies..ngan sorang member bertuah..(Nadot ler, saper lg)..hehe..At first mcm caya tk caya je.. leh ke aku bela bunga?..my roses kat kampung pn hidup segan mati tak mau aku kejekan..inikan pula orchid yg jarang berbunga…hehe..

Tp since aku ada study skit pasal orchid masa aku join project orkid UMS under Institute for Tropical Biology and Conservation, I feel like crazy for orchid species ni..Actually tak susah pn bela orkid ni rupanya, food dia ofcourse le matahari, siram skali skala je, belai2 dia skit, ckp2 ngan dia sekali skala..hehe..(yg ckp2 tu aku yg tmbah sendiri)..pastu kena sabar..bila dia bloom je..wahhhh!!!..cantik!..

Skrng aku ada 4 orchids: 3 jenis dendrobium (beli sendiri), 1 jenis phalaenopsis (Mardiana gadis ayu yg bagi)..they are really cool~~~

So, sape kata aku tk pndai bela bunga ek??..haha..yeay! (isi bakul angkat sendiri)..

Alhamdulillah..tambah lg setahun umur teman kat dunia ni..hopefully it’s not just a year older, but a year better..hehe..especially for my PhD and the special relationship things la..ahaks!

2009!..here i come..another year of experience in Edinburgh..classic nyer!

Thanks dear friends for the simple but blissful gathering and celebration..so cute yet not mute..jojet!..(kata Mai Si Comel)..hehe..’surreal but nice’..Really enjoyed the birthday with other capriconians-Sue and Airianah, the groovy frens I ever had..and the superb chocolate cake from Airianah..dapat jugak makan kek Airianah buat tu..sedaaaaaaappp!

And thanks for all d lovely presents from all of u dear frens..and the cool treats at Shushi Bar from Baity And husband..and the warm chat wit mak, ayah, angah, acik, ucu, che’ah and ‘awak’..wow!..happy nyerrr!!..rasa mcm princes ar hari tu..really!

Well..happy to live in all these..thanks dear all..Smile~~~~~~

Really can enjoy this song full-heartedly now!!…

BINTANG KECIL DI LANGIT YANG TINGGI

AMAT BANYAK MENGHIAS ANGKASA

AKU INGIN TERBANG DAN MENARI

JAUH TINGGI DI TEMPAT KAU BERADA

Rasa semacam je..rasa diri melayang..terbang..bebas di angkasa…hehe..relief nyerrr!!

Setiap kali Ramadhan dtg, mesti terbayang Ramadhan2 yg lepas..kan?…hehe..best je bila teringat time aku pose zaman budak2 dulu…zaman college..tu dua zaman yg takleh lupa ar…hehe

waaaaaaaaa..mmg rindu ar time dulu2…entah apa le kawan2 aku buat skrng ni ek?..agak2 diorng rasa tak apa yg aku rasa ni ek?..hmmmm….cepatnye masa berlalu~~~~

hohoho…about one-and-d-half month to go Linda!…ko nak kena marah lagi ke? tak serik2 lagi ye kena marah ngan supervisor?.."it seems like you r behind d schedule, dear"..lembut je dia perli aku siot….huhuhu…tp pedih wa ckp lu!…satu malam aku pikir, nape aku malas sgt ni??!!…haish!

have a nice happy hour Linda!!..   hahahaha..(jahat je bunyinya)